me against the world

it feels like its me against the world. I'm so sick of doing everything on my own. it gets really frustrating. like i am always feeling that there's never anyone that wants to do anything with me. plus everyone seems to have a bf or gf and that there's never anytime just to chill. what i really need to do is move somewhere else, maybe this will help change my friends. doubt it though. I've moved on from h.s. to college to many different places in college and yet I still find myself alone. like i said, its frustrating.
Plus also at work, starting this new position within the company. it sure felt like my training wasn't done properly. like i started with another new audit. she tryed with just audits while i was trained front desk then night audit, it felt to weird doing it this way. because of differences between front desk work and night audit work. plus they just kinda throw me into busy day of front desk were everyone checking in and out were of the same party and the bills seemed just the same. now that i am in night audit, just to my luck the girl that trained the other newbie is on pregnancy leave and doesn't look like she will return to the position. and i'm stuck learning from an older women who never really shows me much. however i really cant complain to my boss about he training techniques because she's my bosses mother. FML everything just feels like its overflowing in crap. the hours suck and the pay is terrible. this is why i need another change. i need less pressure or at least some better explanations on how to do somethings. if anything i need this mental mentality to change i hate how i feel like this, buti know time will cure it, it always has. i am hoping it will come soon and i will be happy with it, things could always be worst. i should be happy i have a job, income and well my health. everything else sucks but i have this.