truckin

just had 5 days off. pretty pointless days, nothing good coming from them. bar, orchestra with a nut, two boring nothing days of football tv watching by myself, then boring drunken bar. lots of time in between staring at a book or tv. lots of isolation and boredom to my brain. actually looking forward to work and some interaction with other actual human beings. two years since college without any productive days, two years of nothing but work work work. fun had gone and left with the morning sun. no sun spots without covers. no joy without stop lines.I need a change but can't find the exit/entrance. stuck with crummy roommate who are way to much ocd for me and have lost their fun. eat a gallon of ice cream get fat and blame the fat for my problems. yeah right that would just add to problems. just gonna keep truckin i guess maybe an exit will arrive, though can't imagine it being great like the first one, but am uo for a surprise.